Of course, there are always two sides to a coin.

When you flip it, chances are it will land on either side,

or if you're lucky, it will land on the thinnest cross section of the coin aroun the circumference.

But it's not often when you'd get that lucky. I always don't, that's fe sure.

Often, I have to find myself work a little more than others, run a little faster because 'm on the verge of not making it, be a lil more stronger because of circumstances, and still try to stand with my head held high because I feel like 'm gonna make it somehow. I have to do this, not because 'm in any way disadvantaged, but because I made a mistake. It did not cost me anything,

it just gave me a lil more boost to accomplish what I had to do.

I'm not lucky, but I appreciate it that tad more when the unexpected happens.

I guess, I'm contented.

It's good to know that "Life's like a typewriter, there's no backspace button."

So, I guess it's better that we move on and make better mistakes tomorrow.

I don't think I can render any reason for this.

Gee, crisis.

YAYE HAN'S NEW PJs! Haha she does have what it takes to be a model!

It's not often when you wake up early at 0658 and feel like your eyes are opened to a beautiful morning.

I did this morning.

CHEERS CATERPILLARS :D

Sissy's Cambodia trip,

Well she isn't back yet, but these are the updates she sent me.
I think they all look great, except for the dryness and scorching sun.
How comfortable can we actually get when we all go back to basics,
when roads were not filled with cars but horses and carriages,
when neighbours from the same village would gather to scrub their clothes at the proximately nearby common water tap,
when straw fans had to be woven,
where staple food had to be worked for manually in the padi fields til dusk,
where kids bathed in buckets and rivers...



The parents are always asking us to be contented with what we have as living conditions currently are much better
than what it used to be.
I do agreee, but I wouldnt exactly be totally for the upped living standards now.
Actually,
living in what used to be simple,
lighthearted and plain seemed to have created sweet and warming memories for my parents.
I don't see why it wouldn't do the same for me.
If I had the opportunity like my sister is having now,
I'd definitely want to keep this experience alive!

For now, I guess I'd just dream of constructing my future home in the same way.. hehe C:

you make my dreams come true, ooohhooohh~

oh ya, i forgot about this.



'Life taught me to rely on myself."

This can't be more apt. Cheers for a cupful of meaningful midday!

SO THIS WAS HOW I SPENT MY WEEKENDS

SENT SISSY OFF AT THE AIRPORT ON SATURDAY.

SHE CRIED.

HAHA

SHE FARTED, ACTUALLY
DEEPARAYA? REALLY?

WENT SHOPPING WITH THE LIL ONE, WHO NEVER FAILS TO BUY A BOTTLE WHEN SHE SEES ONE

OH YEAH SHE BOUGHT A BARNEY PLUSH THAT'S FLAT TOO

MADE ARTSY FARTSY CRAFTS IN THE AFTERNOOON

AND I THINK I'M VERY CONTENTED SPENDING MY WEEKENDS THIS WAY :D

WELL TODAY WAS CHINESE A LEVELS

I DREAMT THAT I WAS LATE FOR EXAMS THIS MORN ACTUALLY

AND I THINK I TOTALLY DESERVED THAT COLD SCARE BECAUSE

I HAVENT WORKED HARD ENOUGH AND THE FIRST PASSAGE THAT CAME OUT WAS A GIVEAWAY AND I INTERPRETED IT AS USUAL SOMETHING THAT WOULDNT BE OF THE SAME WAVELENGTH AS THE MARKER
SO TECHNICALLY IM DONE BUT ITS OKAY

IM HAPPY THAT IM BACK AT THE COMFORT OF HOME SO UNUSUALLY EARLY WITH SUCH COSY WEATHER

PLUS I BOUGHT BOOKS FOR HANZIGZ SO I GUESS IM PRETTY MUCH SATISFIED.

OKAY

OFF TO BE THE LONE RANGER FOR OP POWERPOINT SLIDES AGAIN

I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I'M DOING THIS

I MEAN, I DONT THINK I DESERVE THIS.

I MEAN, ITS JUST POWERPOINT SLIDES RIGH?

IM A TECH IDIOT, SADLY,

BUT I STILL CAN MANAGE A DECENT PRESENTATION ON MY OWN

YOU CANT LET IT GET INTO YOUR HEAD YE KNOW WHAT I MEAN?

I NEVER GAVE UP HOPE

I JUST GAVE UP EXPECTING FOR ANYTHING OF SOME KIND

IT'S UNBELIEVABLY PECULIAR DONT YE THINK

I LOVE HAN SHE SHARES MY PAIN

Say now you loved me all along,

What made you hesitate

To tell me with words what you really feel?

Sometimes, I feel like having an unwritten letter too.

Not to exactly pen down any bitter regret that I might have,

but probably just to jot down events or persons that have been significant to me, in case my memory fails me one day.

Such peculiar incidents that trigger nights of dismay, it mayn't be beautiful,

it mayn't be awful.

At least this reminds me of what kinda experiences I've been through,

what more I could probably do..

Hopefully, it does not only makes me a better person, but all others aroun me as well.

It'd probably take a lot I guess.

Ok goodnight.

OH gosh so glad all these mind gobbling stuff is over.
This is the first time 'm seating here at this usual time, not rushing anywhere, not thinking of new ideas, not reducing words.. AND not have anything to do with PW.

Hah yeah I still got to do my OP script.

But I could barely care now can I,

such absurdity.

On a relatively peaceful, lazy and cooling afternoon like this,

it's too tempting not to savour.

Another reason to smile : Man Utd 0 Liverpool 2

Well I actually thought it was fixed. But it's alright,

Thrilling to see it all splashed over the newspapers like some great slab of new invention.

couldnt care less.

We are the boxers in the ring,

We are the bells that never sing

There is a title we can't win,

No matter how hard we must swing

Pictures of you, pictures of me